Miss Rain Silverwing

Guys, I just had the weirdest, most vivid dream in a long time. I dreamt that I died in my sleep due to cancer and that I really didn't want to let to of this life so I tried to make contact to my family and friends as a ghost. But they didn't really want me there that much.. They just wanted to get over me. I wonder if my lost friends are gonna care when I die. Exactly who are? Except from my family and bf, then. Will my exes get sad? My former classmates? People I've met through conventions? I guess I'll never know.. If I won't haunt you all when I'm dead. I just feel so weird right now..